Hello.. Hello..
Everyone that knows me today, knows me as a blunt, out spoken and daring lady. I was never that way. I was very quiet. Only spoke when spoken to. I got use to that. As I got to know myself, I started to voice my opinion and do what made me happy. I was always paranoid growing up. I don't like to live in one story house. I like to be high up. I always look back behind me driving. I was constantly looking over my shoulders even though I didn't do anything wrong. It is so silly thinking about it. Even at a restaurant I always have to face the door with my back against the wall. I was a freak, I was told many times. But any of that wasn't helping me at all. I was isolating myself and the children. Not interacting with people and just being home. I have changed a lot. I am enjoying life more and doing what is best for me and my children. I have more fun not thinking about who's watching me or trying to figure out where I am. I just do my daily duties. I work all day. Writing or helping my children and enjoying being home with them. I can honestly say things have changed for me. I enjoy going to watch a movie without thinking about who is there. I do what I love right now. I have so much happen to me to learn from and to put me in places I don't want to be. I love to go shopping. Just wander around stores look and things compare prices and it is time consuming, but that's what I like to do. I even can walk to the park and have the most handsome man in my life join me. My son loves the walks. I love to take photos and I take my camera and take plenty of pictures. Enjoy the breeze, warm sun and fresh air. I live now. I have my children to thank for that. They are out going to school and working so they interact with people all the time. I think my life in isolation was not healthy. It was so crazy. I would go to the grocery story with a hoodie and big glasses. And I would just go in get what I needed and go home and not talk with anyone. I am so glad that I educated myself and learned more about who I was and who I wanted to become. I laugh and enjoy being silly in front of my kids. I feel like life should be spent laughing, smiling, being kind and always make the other person feel loved. It makes you a better person. I love being happy. I know things happen and all do happen for a reason. So I embrace it all. Nothing can keep me down. I learn to be resilient and endure all that comes at me good or bad. Thank you for reading and I hope you have a good night. Lots of Love and Blessings to you all...
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