Hello Sweet Loves...
Yes, I know it has been a while since I have written. Thank you for being so patient. I mean we have all been dealing with so much the last few months. Anxiety level has been high but has been a lesson.
I just want to first start by saying, I am very proud of all of you that have handled this situation that has abruptly invaded our Nation. Thank you for all the outside help from many kind hearts, to the frontline essential worker, and Volunteers. A'hééheeʼ
Also my heart goes out to all the families who have lost Love ones and the quick recovery of all the ones hospitalized.
This has been a strange time for plenty of us. Time is a funny thing. I know I am guilty of my past getting the best of me. Whether is about the fun times or bad times. I reminisce about the times I use to lay outside in the bed of a truck looking up at the stars. Or enjoying a drive with the windows rolled down, my hair blowing everywhere. Just a couple of little memories. But there are some memories that reoccur every now and them. It was a challenge and still is dealing with thoughts or memories I do not wish to think of. I learned they are what you call "triggers." I never knew what it was. I guess I just did not want to know about it or just naïve about doing research. But I have been learning more. I do not want to bore you with all that talk. So now I am aware. It is that time to start moving forward.
Changing your future is the title of my blog, because I have learned something about myself. I had plenty of my Psychology major Daughters about my concerns and I do not want to live that way. I have always been strong, I over-come everything that has been thrown at me. I solved all my problems, so why should this be any different. I decided and learned from this day forward I am writing my story, I am the CEO of my life, I am the one who calls all the shots!
I have learning to deal with my reaction to everything. Most of the time if I get a flat tire, it is not that big of deal for me or my family. Or if I do not remember to put gas in and almost run out of gas, but still able to laugh. So, I am learning to endure life with a light heart these days. I am changing my future and for the people I love around me. I know I usually do not make my blogs so heavy but I just had to write about what was clouding my mind lately. I hope you enjoyed my Blog tonight and know a little more about me.
Thank you so much for reading and following me though my journey. Lots of Love and Blessings to you. Please be safe out there. Wash your Hands!
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