Hello there Loves..
Looking at every situation from all directions was a common accurance for me. Trying to figure out why. I sometimes never find out what I want to know but I move on. Yes I do admit I over analyze. My intentions are to help and to meet peoples' needs. I think of everyone else before I think of myself. I go beyond for everyone to succeed in whatever challenges them. I have learned a lot from being that way. Endless hurt, constant disappointment and the will to not give up. It tends to get misunderstood or twisted with weak or lack of intellegence. I know myself better that anyone else. And I want people to be happy. And I understand I can't go around and cure everyone of boredom, hurt or challenges, but I want to try. It just reminded me of a moment in my life. My great-grandmother was a wonderful woman.
I was young growing up and recall my great-grandmother always lending a hand out to people. She was a lovely Navajo woman. Very light skinned, fair skin, long hair. It was light-skinned beauty. I remember people coming from miles to ask her to help with a ceremony or coming of age hair brushing duty, and people relying on her. I always wondered at that time, why she always had visitors. But now looking at the big picture, I know exactly what kind of woman she was. And I am very proud to say she was part of the making of Miranda. She was a woman who wanted the best for her children, grandchildren and great-gandchildren.
Making you proud is my priority. Life with my hand out is sometimes slapped. Coming across some people who do not believe in helping or uplifting a person is hard. I can not change their mind on who I am or how my mind works. Putting judgement on me and my family will not get anywhere. Having a strong mind and a great support system is very helpful. My love to help is like breathing for me. There were people who were in my life that did not understand the reason behind my madness. Often heard, "They are not going to help you when you need help." or "They do not care about you." and "You need to think about yourself and your children." All that does not matter to me. My feelings are met. I feel good about myself helping. Even if it is just to give advice, to lend a listening ear, or just to give a big hug.
Not many understand who I am. Getting upset or frustrated due to the people that do not know me is a waste of energy. That boat has sailed. My mission is to put a smile on your face. I am happy to say that I love all the support and the love I got thus far. Thank you for reading and being with me through my journey. Getting feedback from everyone is great. My day is a lot brighter due to the kind words. Keep them coming. All very encouraging. And like always lots and lots of Love and Blessings to you all.
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