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Growing up I use to daydream a lot. Well I still daydream, just more controlled. I would start thinking about going places or living in place where there is a lot of color and everything is pretty. I would ride the bus on my way to school and I would look out the window and daydream. I got in trouble plenty of times daydreaming and spacing off. Then at home it was the same way. I would be helping my grandma and I would get in trouble not paying attention. I know it was not funny but thinking about it now it sure is. I really do not know what my family though of me.
As I got older but daydreaming got for detailed. I watched and helped my mom sew her clothes and making her clothes. I wanted to do that. I loved the thought of designing an original. A piece of clothing I designed and sewed together. I could see the ladies wearing my clothes. I loved that idea. So as time progressed, my daydreams became more of dreams and goals. I use dream a lot. I know to some people it is a fantasy world and it will never happen. But as for me all my goals today started from the ride home on a bus. At the time I did not know what it was. But as I grew older and started to think and got more knowledge of life. It became more clear what I wanted to do.
I worked so many jobs. Odd jobs. Demanding, late night, early mornings, driving, visiting house to house, dealing with not so nice people and having employers dictate my existence. I was once asked, "Why do you always change jobs?" or "Why are all your jobs different?" I have a very simple answer. I have always worked not because I wanted to or because I enjoyed working. I had to work to live, raise children and have a life. I am not saying I did not enjoy that. It came with a lot of good fun memories. I am in a time in my life where it is about me now. I still and always will have responsivities. I would rather run with my passion and not work for anyone besides myself. I have worked everywhere and all of the jobs were just that "jobs" There was no climbing ladders to get to the top or trying to get somewhere. I had a setback and I know that now. I needed more education to work for someone and actually get to the top.
I had a different direction on getting somewhere. All my daydreaming and following my passion was not for nothing. I have had too many setbacks, I was not one to quit or throw in the towel at anything. I never back down on anything. That is one thing that my children have. I am pretty stubborn. I will not take no for an answer and I am a persistent woman. I am sure it gets annoying but I get what I want. I have lived too long for someone else. It is time to shine and accomplish my goals.
Thank you all for reading and I hope it helps someone. Your support and comments and feedback is appreciated. Always lots of Love and Blessings...
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